Om Namah Shivaya

November 27, 2019

It's hard to be in somebody elses car. My gps says right, the taxi driver follows the instructions of a local who says left. 30 minutes lose their translation of śūnya (Sanskrit: शून्य) from India
and evolve into 3 hours and zero expectations. Mother wound was insidious. Because of it not only the inner child, but also the feminine and earth energies have been significantly wounded. No more pacts, no more impacts, all I do is feel deep love for the Mother.

Sometimes a person with unsupportive sense of self-esteem needs other person's confidence in her/him to fuel her/his journey of soulful self-realization. Shiva needs Shakti to enliven his divinity. The Goddess needs Shiva to make her story alive. The Goddess needs Shiva to feel herself, to feel Shakti. The energies in my womb change their matrix. Just my name, just hope is what reaches its final destination.

Mind is purged of all delusions and expectations. The event's identity and value are the same and Shanti is attained. Shanti fulfills desires and my last name becomes its meaning; Daughter of the Mountain; thank you for embracing me with your whole being. Om Namah Shivaya! Om Namah Shivaya to You who were never a beggar. Om Namah Shivaya to me who was never a beggar by myself, but became one with the ones who were. Beggars wanted alms. You want nothing. Alma, espiritú de tu alma!
Stham Sthim Sthiro Bhava Phat;
Your love purifies mine. My love purifies yours. I bow to your Majesty; I bow to the Consciousness of Infinite Godlines.

Little dot at the end of the sentence I am. In it everything is contained. End of countless lives sentence. End of confusion. Complete in myself I am. Allowed to be who I am. Allowed to be love. Allowed to be in love. Allowed to love.
Until this day I was only allowed to leave.
This day I found my way back home. I hear Mi casa es su casa, I bring new dimensions to it by Your way is my way. Together we find the middle path. Away from the mechanical, fully into soulful where the needs of the heart and the questions of the mind stick together. This way they never get stuck in ego.